Haha, it's funny you said that. I just went for a little run outside in the freezing cold rain and usually it makes me feel better but today I was just screaming at everyone in my car. I feel like I've been in a depression for two years now. I popped out of it for about a month just long enough to go into the hospital for a short manic spell but it's just like no one understands how hard this is. I keep trying to do the right things and I keep feeling like I'm stuck. I feel ya.