Just broke up with my ex of almost 2 years a month ago. We had a pretty good relationship. He was sweet nice, nothing abusive or anything. We spent a good amount of time together. Maybe 1-3 days and nights a week. He said he was so in love with me and he wish he dated me sooner. That I was the best woman he had ever met in his life. Then 5 months ago I found out he cheated early in our relationship and the girl was pregnant (baby is here now). We broke up, I told him all I'd been through with my children's father and I don't condone cheating or lying. He claimed he loved me was really sorry and he wanted me not her and it was a 1 time mistake. I took him back. He began to spend more time with me and tell me whenever he was with his baby. Right before thanksgiving I found out he was in relationship with that girl. So I ended it. I told the girl how he lied to me and her and found out they had been together for 9 years. She didn't believe me and when we all were on 3 way he denied ever being with me romantically. It devastated me. I was okay leaving him, inside I felt he was lying but wanted proof so when I found it I left him. I haven't contacted him since. Nor has he contacted me. I want an apology and explanation for his deceit and lies. I'm hurt I don't understand how this happened for almost 2 years and I didn't see it. Any advice to getting through this hurt and moving forward?