It's being a while that I don't write. Thinking too much about it, what to write: 'It's not that important' 'I don't know how to write it in English' or thinking that is stupid (couldn't find a better word, I think 'stupid' is a harsh word). Guess I put too much pressure on me with chores and things I must or have to do, and end doing nothing or very little. I'm trying to change that. Today I planned to meditate for a least 3 minutes, do the laundry. Just that and I already did the meditation for 5 minutos not 3!!! and I'm doing the laundry. Tomorrow I plan to meditate again and work 2 or 3 hours with the book 'A Gift to Myself'. I like to read but what I like to read is in the self-help category that means that entail doing homework not just reading (and that means also too much work and too much preassure; that's why I'm focusing in one book at a time, maybe nest week I'll work with the book 'Eat Q.'). I like to read but I can't find anything else that I would like.