So I saw my T for the first time after Christmas today and she had a new? tablet. She usually takes a few handwritten notes at the beginning of our session then sets her notes down and only picks them up to write something down maybe once more per session. I don't know what she writes, I never asked.

Today she had her tablet on top of her notepad and she was fiddling on it the entire time!! I have no idea if she was taking notes or playing a game but she was on it the entire session, mostly looking down at whatever she was doing on the tablet. It felt so ******. I wanted to ask what the hell she was doing on the tablet but I chickened out. If this is how therapy is gonna be I don't want any part of it. I don't have to pay someone 130$/hour to play on their tablet while I try to talk to them.