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Old Dec 29, 2014, 04:00 PM
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I have been having a break from therapy for the past 5 weeks, and its another week before I go back again. So 6 weeks in total.

Honestly, I haven't missed it, I haven't missed my T (whom I really love and respect) and am not sure why I am going back.

There are still issues in my life that I am unhappy with, but doesn't everybody have that?

The issue I originally went to therapy with was a severe Eating Disorder, which has improved greatly. The reasons (for lack of a better word) for them were prolonged and repeated abandonment from my mother, violent alcoholic rages from my father, as well as other stuff.

I don't feel that my issues are resolved, as I don't think they ever will be, but I am not sure if I need to still be in therapy.

I never thought I would feel like this, I had SUCH transference and maternal transference towards my T, I wanted to see her forever and never leave therapy.
But things have changed and I am unsure of my reasons for going back now.
Any suggestions/words of wisdom?
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