I'm diagnosed with ADHD. I do things slow because I couldn't concentrate on the tasks given. I'm always anxious during last minutes, I never sleep when I'm anxious(for days usually, longest was a month with just random dosing off). I'm aggressive if someone disturbs me when I feel anxious(Intermittent Explosive Disorder yes, but never throw delicate objects/at people). Whenever I get infuriated, I start smiling and laughing for no reason and become uncontrollably destructive.. (once a dog bit me, I laughed and kicked it 5 feet into the air.. I love animals very much, but this dog was so aggressive and spoilt, I cope with him for months)
I don't know if my behavior(underlined) reflects that of bipolar disorder, but what I do know is I don't feel depressed at all, it usually comes after aggression.. I throw things when I feel too irritated but later I do feel regretful and proceed picking them up. However when I'm in that creepy state, I don't feel anything at all..
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Under medication:
○ ADD
○ Anxiety/mood swing
○ Sleepless
No one gets left behind
ADD major symptoms: Dreamer, walker(abnormality)
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