Thanks so much, Webgoji, I really appreciate it. I'm glad you've found something that works for you! And I admire your ability to just move on and try something new after some side effects. And what you write makes sense. I'll try to keep in mind that every med is different, even those in the same class. Right now I'm just caught up in this distorted thinking that all meds = pain.

And your last few sentences mean so much to me! Thank you