LS, while it is probably a good idea to get a new T, I just don't want to restart again. My T has done an amazing job when I am willing to tell her how I feel, but everytime I start to feel a little bit better, I collapse again and I feel like I'm wasting her time as I can't seem to get better.

Stopdog, that is true. Maybe I just need to stop trying so hard to fix myself and leave therapy for a while, even if I'm really unstable.