When I've been hurting real bad, I can't think anymore. I know that I'm temporarily unable to think and I've finally learned not to trust the dark thoughts because they're lies. Then it's a relief to let others that I trust take over for me. I get to a place where I just don't know what to do at all. It sounds like people are wanting to go ahead and take care of you for a while.

I guess you can tell from the replies that people here care about you. I'm glad you can take us along on your laptop and even if you can't, you know we'll be thinking about you and rooting for you.