Me too, man - I gave up on women years ago. I'm sorry you've had to do the same thing.

I'm sorry to say ... for some of us, it is the right choice.

This world has zero tolerance or acceptance for people who differ from the norm ... people like us. It's kind of sad.

You can forget about women and move on ... initially, it will be depressing and frustrating, but eventually, you'll just be numb like me. You just have to really convince yourself that you're never going to get with a woman. That's what I successfully did.

One thing that helped me a lot is to distract myself ... I'm a fitness addict. Like you, I train very hard. It keeps me healthy and distracted from evil thoughts like being with a woman. Also, like you, I wish I could just get rid of the irrational desire for women. Look up "asexual people".

Of course, I hope you're wrong about yourself and that you do find someone But if not, know that giving up completely is possible, and that there is nothing wrong with it ... for some, it really is the right choice.