Omg! And my OB/GYN just got back to me. She said that whenever I decide I'm ready to just make an appointment. My week went from extremely difficult, to extremely hopeful. I feel much more confident in my decision to wait.

An added note: I have been doing some reflecting, and I want to apologize that I couldn't take some of your advice/opinions at that time when you wrote them. I was just to overwhelmed emotionally. I do understand where the version of support was coming from now, and I apologize for pushing it away/rejecting it. You all were just sharing your experience and knowledge, and while some of doesn't apply to my situation, I should have taken your responses more graciously.