Im a young girl in highschool and I'm extremely troubled with my alters.
For a while they were all gone. Like magic, they disappeared. But now they're back and I'm more confused now than ever.
(I feel like a hotel where alters just check in and out)

One of my new alters is a 19-22 year old gay man. I call him Skylar. He is the one who troubles me most because ME is completely lost when he is here. I don't know that I'm actually a young girl. I wouldn't mind Skylar as much if I was a boy. I get frustrated after he leaves because I wish I was Skylar on the outside. But I know i will never be.

I have another alter I need help with. I'm not sure what it is. I feel like it's a small child. But it's also very clever. It can't take over like my other alters. But this one "person" just lives inside and tears me apart. I zone out when she's here and tears just run down my face. It/she is like a horror movie but in real life. It's a creepy, scary, torturous alter who just makes me miserable.

If you have ANY advice, any at all, I would be more than thankful.
Please ANYTHING will help.