And there is a chance he still may as well.

We were just talking about a couple of arguements we have had this month where I've over reacted to criticism of burning food in the oven and getting annoyed when he served me spaghetti and meatballs with tomato ketchup instead of bolognaise sauce, so I apologised. We talked it over and he's agreed to go on a break for a month to think things over.

We've gone on breaks before as he wanted space but it just seems more serious this time. He was thinking about it before Christmas but didn't want to upset me before then, it's upset me that we spent Christmas together with all of this in his head but I can see where he's coming from in that he didn't want to ruin my Christmas.

It can't be easy living with me and all my mental issues but he says he still loves me which would make breaking up harder in a way. He also says he likes being alone and if he had a full time job wouldn't have time for a relationship. Lots of people have full time jobs and are in a relationship, if you love someone you make time for them. He doesn't want kids as well so I have to make a decision about whether I want them or not. I used to want them but lately gone off the idea. It's probably something I would sacrifice for love.

I'm just so confused :-(