For some unknown reason, I'm feeling only mildly depressed today, whereas I felt moderately depressed Saturday - yesterday. Maybe I really do need that lamictal. My pdoc didn't fax a prescription to the pharmacy yet. Hope he doesn't wait until my appointment with him next week to discuss it. Other than that, nothing much planned for the day, other than an AA meeting at noon. Will probably just do my usual internet in the morning and reading in the afternoon.

We're having my family's Christmas gathering late this year, this Saturday at my house. Not too riled up about it yet but will probably get kind of nervous/stressed as the week wears on. There's really no reason for me to freak out about it. It's a pot luck and my husband is taking charge of the ham and one side dish. I just want things to go smoothly. I think being a little uptight is normal. I will try to just take it one day at a time.

I think one reason my mood may be better is that I found a new team member for the relay run I want to participate in in April, so I feel like it's really going to happen and I have a goal. Without volunteering or a job right now, I'm short on goals. I feel like I have a task and people that are depending on me, something I'm lacking without volunteering or a job (or kids).