Thanks for sharing. You were talking about movies and tv and I was watching The Amazing Race the other day and the girl yelled "Why is this so hard?" She was in a foreign country where no one spoke English looking for an arrow sign to the next place and she was lost going around in circles asking people for directions and no one understood her. I was going to bed that night and her little southern voice popped in my head "Why is this so hard?" and I busted out laughing. That is us. We are stuck in a foreign country lost with bipolar disorder and no one gets why it is so hard for us because they don't speak the language! But then I thought about psych central and this place is like finding a friend who speaks English. Hope it helps you out. Maybe you should call your doc. Sounds like you might need a med change.