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Originally Posted by nevertheless002
Thank You, I appreciate Your opinion, interesting point. I assume You are right.
Luckily, I have found a person that stops me from even thinking about taking my own life.
I was just trying to look for someone that can help me tackle the issue of looking for motivation. Just as You did.
It is just troublesome with all those feelings mixed up within me. When I feel empty, torn to pieces at times and the world feels so fake, as an artificial piece of cold plastic, where You just dont want to do anything. (I am not proud of those thoughts, because I have a blessed life, shouganai)
I dont know how, I just got used to doing everything with the smallest effort possible. Ironically, when I was young I always gave 110 percent.
Now I just feel like I am walking the earth, bored, kick a stone here, kick a stone there.
Again, bored isnt something I am proud of  since I ve got so much in my life. |
You're welcome.
You're at a great age. I wish I could be 20 again !!! Man, I'd do so much differently
Really, the best way to obtain that motivation you mentioned, is to explore what the world has to offer - in terms of your career options, your hobbies, groups of people you want to belong to, etc. You're essentially building your life in these next few years. You're putting the pieces together, and setting up your future.
The 10 years from 20 to 30 are SO important and influential ... make the most of them ! Enjoy your youth