Today started eating fast-food heavy again, I don't care, hopefully I'll get better until I go back to work, otherwise I can't do nothing. I feel like just giving all up and become a garbage man... Feeling nausea, like throwing up... Can't even watch movies that have one happy scene in them, only thing I can listen to is classical music, everything else is just about sex, money, love or loathing. I hate it now.