Umm... well if you could just let your 'alters' play then you would be aware and then that wouldn't be DID would it?? DID is when you 'switch' and are unaware and cannot control it. Well, not unless you have had masses of therapy and are near integration? I mean, play therapy can help to make an alter feel safe enough to come out and play but with DID, it's not like you can control it like that! There needs to be a trigger normally, because ... of abuse and awful stuff. Just saying...