Thanks for your support and kind words....these are the words I really need to here....
I feel so dark. I feel he's the only man and nobody else can replace him but when I think about all the abuse he's done to me and hurtful things he said, I don't want him in my life.
It took me a long time to get connected with another man and I can't imagine how long will take me again to find the next one!
I really hope I found the one and no kids anymore.
That's my choice. I have no kids and I want a guy without kids