Does anyone else's meds make you feel like your emotions are being drained from inside you like a fat kid sucking the jelly out of a donut. Every time I take them the symptoms of the Bipolar go away but so do all my other emotions. I can't cry, I can't smile, and I can't even laugh at a funny joke. There is no emotion after that. I don't know how to tell those close to me what they do to me. I quit taking them because of how I feel but when I quit taking them I become so hard to live with my fiancé regrets resigning our lease together. He says in October when our lease is up he is done with me. So I take them to smooth things over with him for the time being and I get reminded of the feeling again. So I stop taking them again til our next big fight. What do I do? I want to make things work with my fiancé but even I know without my meds I am too hard to live with but my meds steal all my emotions. They drain my emotions so bad that even my fiancé's and I's bedroom life is suffering.