I copied this post from another forum. They had tons of positive responses.

I'm upset. I was forced to think about one of the many times I begged my "loving" parents for my life, begging, screaming, from the daily beatings., bouncing off walls as a 6 yr old, right when my bipolar went psychotic hallucinating switching,... I can't bare it, glimpses of intense pain.

I was just driving down the freeway in a dream, losing it. Blanked out. Can't focus It was scary. I'm distressed.

If that doesn't qualify as trauma, Im gone. I feel numb. :'(

I wish I was dead.