I hope I don't jinx myself.... But I'm looking forward to therapy in 2015. I had the 2nd really good session in a row... I used the 20 seconds of courage and Really shared how I was feeling about therapy. I had already realized that it was a lot about my reactions about women that was getting in way... She answered all my questions... I think I might be able to relax and really be able to let her in just a tiny bit more now.