I don't seem to fit any where. I've spent 40 years looking for answers but always kicked out. I have bp and mood swings with alter personalities. But it doesn't fit in the perfect definition, so I float around the gray area. I'd rather be dead.

I'm about loaded and ready to ice myself. I've been the most worst "normal" person alive wrecking lives of those I experienced...I'm so upset.

This is just a rant which usually changes in 30 minutes because I'm geared thta way, never stabile. Thank you for your momentary time