Hi, Brokenandalone1234

I tend to agree with ((Cashart10))..I don't think medication is suppose to make you stop feeling all emotions..well maybe unless they are so intense that you need to sort of be neutral a while and then to gradually start feeling..I guess it all depends where you are at, up down..ect..
You mentioned not having a PDOC..and that the doctor that was treating you quit...Well there are other doctors and since you have medication I think it's important to have an MD to follow you, I also think it's important to take the proper meds. Taking meds can be scary, and can be adventurous..it take time to have the right meds..Also you've got to accept to take them and know why you need them and how they work and who to call if they are not doing what they are supose to do..It's normal to be afraid, normal to have questions,

last thing, meds alone are not enough, therapy,support counselling helps a lot

Good luck and take care