hi everyone, thanks so much for your kind words. i spent last night in the general hospital and the intensive psych service are coming straight here to assess me and find a unit. i won't be allowed home - its straight here to the unit. which is sort of depressing in itself.

i managed to buy wifi at the hospital but i doubt it will be the same at the unit. for what it's worth, a possible one i might go to is the Priory Roehampton... where all the celebrities like kate moss, amy winehouse went for rehab, lol.

hope i can talk to you guys soon, you won't mind if i keep you updated? i'm not telling any of my friends i'm here so PC could be my substitute...