I also get depressed when I'm not around others yet also struggled with social anxiety. Call it a catch 22 or a vicious cycle, whatever one calls it I just call it frustrating. Being nervous of people, yet hating loneliness. Wanting to be around others, yet wanting to be alone. Very difficult. Hard for a lot of people to understand I think. That's why, for me, finding just one person I really connect with feels so good.
One is lonely. Three's a crowd. But two is just right.
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