Today I am not accepting it. I am mad. I am mad that I will struggle my entire life. I am mad that up till now I have struggled. Then I have to remind myself that yes, I have struggled, also I have survived.
Sometimes I just want to give in and let it destroy my life. But there is a fighter somewhere inside me that has kept me going this long and refuses to let me totally give in.
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BP II
--200 mg lamictal---900mg lithium---.5 xanax
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