As some of you may know, i have been admitted to hospital following an acute mental breakdown and will be going to a psychiatric Priory unit tomorrow. A massive reason for my mental illness is the severe sexual abuse I suffered as a child from my uncle. He is a psychopath and is the most evil person i think i will ever encounter from now on.

Anyway, i disclosed this year and have lost contact with him thank god.

He had the NERVE to text my mother, who is sitting in hospital right now practically having a bloody breakdown herself:

'Hope 8888an8888 is alright, send her all my love and wishes and that i am thinking of her, love her uncle.'

Okay. So to you, this text may seem nice. But it is not nice at all. He is TORTURING me. he is trying to get back into my head - any contact from him immediately traumatises me and he KNOWS this.

I don't even know what to do. It made me want to SI. I just cannot believe he had the fking audacity to send that to my mother, as if he is a little martyr, a Good Samaritan and only wants the best for me, when he thought it perfectly reasonable to rape me at the age of 4 and carry on for 8 years after that.

I am so *******ed angry and vulnerable and i can barely breathe.