((( kutt38 )))

It sounds like 2014 was very difficult for you. I am sorry for your suffering. I had a suffering year as well but I am going to try and keep making better decisions for my life this year. Have you thought of making a list of the things that you want to do differently in 2015? Maybe even a few changes in how you approach your life could make some huge improvements. I hope your situation gets better and many for you.