Yeah, i will try to find interesting movie, numb my feelings with music and surround myself with family. Its just sad that i found myself in such deep social gap, where i have almost no one to turn to. I want to thank you guys for supporting me during this miserable year. Wish you well in 2015, so all of your depressions will fade into bliss of living. I don't believe that year can be happy, but lets find out if it can. Happy new year!