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Originally Posted by sideblinded
(((cosmicrexia)))
Thanks for being so candid. I don't think your post is negative. It is just honest and it is the way you feel and deal with difficult times in your life. It sounds like you struggle with motivation and I was wondering if depression is part of this. I would definitely talk to your psychiatrist and tell him or her what you are feeling when you want to stop eating. I would call them as soon as possible as thoughts of wanting to end your life is rather extreme. You do sound very aware of your problems and that is a great thing. I hope that 2015 is better to you. Please keep seeking help as there is always hope. Sometimes we just can't see it. Blessings!  |
Thank you so much for that. It means a lot. Sadly, i can't speak to my psychiatrist until February. About depression, i know i fit the criteria, but i've only talked about my eating with her. Perks of the public health system, she's too busy. I put the trigger warning because i didn't want anyone feeling bad for this. I'm not able to stop eating, as i'm being watched 24/7, but i'm still afraid of doing some stupid ****, even suicidal thoughts are involved now that i just finished my new year's eve dinner (happy new year though
) But i guess i'll tell someone if i'm on the verge of an attempt, i hope someone cares. Thank you so much, seriousely. I wish you a great 2015.
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