I spent a good 7-8 years with the huge imagination/fantasy thing trying to figure out how the "is this all" thing works out so it's not so depressing and I never figured it out but it did work out :-)

I think the imagination/fantasy thing got to be more real in some way, more "mine" and reliable and didn't feel quite like a fluke or something in control of me rather than me it is what happened. It's nice to be able to "direct" it instead of just have it appear and, hopefully, save me in the nick of time.

The attachment of hand holding is much better than the attachment of me chaining my T and me both to the briefcase with the bomb in it :-)