i like hugging toby and i am ok with being home by myself for new years. i went to the programs campus and ate a surf and turf dinner with 2 friends.

the hospital was triggering cuz they put me in the same room they put me in 2 yrs ago when T committed me. and the doctor was touching me and stuff and everyone was asking questions and they didnt know what my shot was so it was just really intense. but now i am home and i can hug toby all night