Sometimes i just fidn myself looking sitting in my bed, looking at nothing. And i just dont get it. I dont get what is the purpose. What is the point of life? Is it to die? Is there even a point? What is the point of living if i will never feel like i matter? What is the point of living if i am never enough? If i will feel like garbage forever? If i will just disappoint myself with every thing i do? What is the point of living if i am only existing?<br/>