(((secretgalaxy)))

I am so sorry that you are so worn out. I feel your pain as I have depression and that wears me out, too. I have a wonderful sense of responsibility that has saved my life many times. If I give my word, I will do it. It sounds like you have a sense of responsibility just like me. I believe that you will honor your word and see her Friday. What can it hurt? There is time to feel better. Time is always your friend as feelings always change in time. Please just give it some time. I trust that you will feel better in just a little while. I also trust that you will call someone if you feel worse. You will be ok. Do you take any meds to help with your feelings?