my alter hit my closet friend
really hurt her
i dont know what to do
im so scared
i would never ever want to hurt her
so why wood this happen

im so so so horrible
i dont deserve friends
i wouldnt blame her if she never wanted to see me again
its prob-ly a good thing she leaves to live overseas in 90days and i wont see her again then ever
and her life will be better for it

im just the biggest fk up ever