T hasn't asked me but I know I need to talk more about my H's illness and the future. He is doing better than expected; the dr. is surprised! Still the future is so uncertain.

I want to do more of what I've been doing regarding attachment work. Feeling what I apparently didn't feel as an infant, and hopefully getting enough of it from my T to make a difference.

I want to work more on my fears of people dying, and loss, and my anxiety in general.

I think that's a lot for one year!

Happy New Year, everyone!