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Originally Posted by CANDC
Steiner of Thule, relating to other people can be challenging especially when you don't feel good. The meds are helping you from sinking further into despair.
You know what really impresses me about your post. People love you, all the anxiety and anger, they still love you.
That 12 year old was expressing love in the only way he knew how. Pretty wonderful little person. That wasn't pity in his eyes. It was love.
I know 10,000 people that would be overjoyed to have one person love them. You are a lucky person in ways you may not now know.
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I don't even know this guy. People keep telling me to play with him because he's lonely. If anything he is just really really lonely. I don't show any emotions. I'm rather stone-faced. I avert eye contact.
People put up with me because I am there.
They wouldn't actively seek me out. I realize this. They like me maybe because of blood but for the most part people just put up with me because it would make them look like an *** if they were to treat me the way they really feel about me.