Hi Inny,
I think your telling the same joke over and over again is funny. You have to laugh about it-that is funny. I think if you learn to laugh at yourself-even what may hurt you, it will help you to heal. When you don't take yourself too seriously-others respond favorably. That's why a lot of comics use self depreciating humor. It works wonders.
I've had the hardest time trying to say my R's. No matter how much I practice and work on it, to this day I still slip every once in awhile and people will make fun of me. They'd make elmer fudd jokes and talk like a little kid in front of me and I use to hate people because of it-I use to hate myself even more so because of it. But why? Because I cannot pronounce a sound cowectly?- Because as a child-nobody ever took the time to teach me how? I'm going to beat MYself up for that? Hell no! I've leawned to laugh at myself because it is twuly funny. It's not necessarily a bad thing. People will wemember me because of it. It's my own little quirk. Everyone has a quirk. EVERYONE! You have quirks too. It's all a matter of how we handle them and how we grant ourselves forgiveness and make it apart of who we are instead of fighting it and frustrating ourselves then hating ourselves. WHY?
((((((((((((((Inny))))))))))))))))))))) Just the way you awe!