I'm not sure why I am coming to a forum to try and straighten this out, but here goes...

I think I am sexually attracted to men, but emotionally attracted to women (I am a guy). I can't think of spending my life with another men, I just don't think of them as an actual partner. But I am not turned on by women in everyday situations - except for when I am in a romantically charged situation, but even then it's not like with men. To complicate things even further, even though I usually fantasize about sex with men, most of my experiences have been a disappointment, whereas my experiences with women have been the opposite - always better than expected. Yet I continue to fantasize about and be attracted to men. This leads me to be generally disinterested in women sexually.