I know how you feel,alone,scared,hopeless,wanting it to end without losing what you've got(meaning your family,job)!And I understand the cutting to! I'm BiPolar,and a recovering cutter,trying hard to hold on!With no one to help me,living alone,with my puppy,no support from family,or friends.Barely surviving myself,with the same question,is it worth it,do I want to keep going through this? I hold on to my puppy!and tell myself that he didn't do anything to deserve being abandoned!That's what's keeping me going,my little Nico! It's scary,it's hard,and miserable,I know,but out of everything in your life,there's got to be at least one thing,or person you can hold onto,that gives you a reason to keep going,and make that call to your Doctor for help,and not give up! If you need anything,I'm only a PM away.

*Justice*