Dear daddy,
Happy New Year!!!!!!!
I need you to b with me this year. For 3 years my life has been so terrible. This year I'm making an attempt to get into medical school. I don't know if I will be successful , but I know I need you alot. I'm so scared of making decisions on my own. Every time I seek someone's approval while doing so they discourage me tell me to continue with my business degree. I'm so heartbroken that I don't know which is the right path for me. I wish I had someone to guide me, tell me how to do stuff. I'm so frustrated with my life that sometimes I don't even want to think of my future. Reality scares me. I want to come to you. God alone knows whether I will become a Dr or no. I feel so empty at times as if I have no one and nothing to look forward to. Daddy pls guide me in spirit, I need you to. I really want to do something with my life. I don't want to be just another person, I want to be that someone who people look up to. Pls help me daddy.
I love you so much daddy. You are the only person I know, who loves me . Life is so fake including the people who exist in my life. Today is the start of a New Year and I really hope this year is good. The last three years were so bad, I never want to go through it again.
Your loving daughter,
Fanny!
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