I don't know, I'm scared. Think I'm dying from something, don't really want to pin point it because I haven't yet. But I woke up and my blood sugars were way down, even though I ate and take meds properly...I'm frozen (this area I live in has turned very, and I mean very cold )
So there is a mixed strange feeling of, oh, if i'm not going to make it much longer, then that is a relief, but at the same time, i have 2 boys (one is a grown adult now, thankfully he is doing very well), that mean everything to me and I want to continue being mom to them. I barely sleep because I feel scared lately and like I don't want to miss anything.