<--- Under 21. Heh.
But yeah, thanks for the hugs and thoughts.

It's on my mind that one month ago today, to the moment actually, I was on the phone with a helpline staff member, with the police on their way, ending up in me being hospitalized inpatient and partial up to Friday the 20th. I feel the same manner of unconcern, going through the motions, numbness as I did then, only difference now is that I'm comfortable enough on campus in school that I don't feel the urgent need to stop living. It's not that I'm so much sad, even, I'm just emotionless, and tired. Life feels empty and meaningless, I recognize beauty but hardly enjoy it, living or dying, achieving high grades or failing, maintaining/gaining posessions or losing them all, meeting new people or being abandoned, having my bills paid or falling into a deep pit of debt; they don't mean anything to me. I can't even care much about God besides my intellect telling me He's important to me.
It's like I'm empty.

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Matthew 11:28
Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.</font color=green> Sounds good...