Soidhonia,
thank you for the info. I started a thread on the 'drug question' and keep compulsively checking for answers LOL
then I PMed Psisci...it feels like I'm sending an email to an abyse...

Direction,
great idea, I think I'll start that today, after I call the therapist's office to ask if I can send it ahead of time or what delivery venue. I hope I can stop feeling as an outsider! Most of my relationships feel like this: 'I'm in their lives but they aren't in mine'.