Coming back to this post I am thinking about my session yesterday and I just remembered that she did make the statement "You need to get more focused on moving forward." A nice way to say "get over yourself already"?? Made me wonder if she wants to be rid of me. Although at another point during our conversation when we were talking about my fear of losing her, she said that she would be a part of my life for awhile yet, whatever THAT was supposed to mean. Maybe I really do just need to get over myself already. I dunno.