Quote:
Originally Posted by AlwaysChanging2
Thank you. Most of it is blocked, the actual events actually. I know I was begging for my life at times. It seems like it was another lifetime, but any how. I was forced a memory recall the other night and nearly killed myself. I had a bottle of rum on hand trying to kill the pain. It still hurts today. I woke up with cuts on my arm. :/
But thank you for understanding.  |
Mine are memories that Daniel (alter) coped with.. I seem to remember it like a movie in my head. In times I dream about the past and..well.. it swallows me emotionally. I try my best to keep forward, but sometimes, little things that people say or do reminds us about the past.. and D comes out.