My original suffered all this. I've never revisited my past till I felt challenged the other night. I was devastated. I can't go back. I'll never do it again till I die. I'm still emotionally warped because of it. I Knew better, but did it anyways. Peered through the veil, found my original and nearly died. But, I'm getting a grip now, I think. I Brought out the big guns. Still trying to stabilize.