Wow ((lifeath))

I hear a lot of anger and pain in that letter. I am so sorry for your neglectful mother. Obviously she has her own struggles most probably from her own demons. There is one thing that I can say to help. I know that it sounds lame but I know this (as I am 57 now) it took time for me to forgive my mother for the abuse and neglect that I suffered since my childhood. My mom is gone now but I was able to forgive her before she died 16 years ago and it set me free.

Do you know why all of this happened to you? Did she drink or do drugs?