Sometimes I worry that I will no longer have enough money to pay my therapist and he will leave because of that when I need him the most or that he will leave to a foreign country and settle there after he passes his international exams, like another therapist we know has done. But I have never begged him to stay and I hope I never will. Years ago, before I started my therapy, I had a tendency to beg very important people in my life not to leave or to stay with me. That's one thing that I promised myself not to do with my therapist or with anyone else. I have told my therapist that I still want us to work together but if I had to beg, I'd think that we both have better things to do ...